I am like so happy, I can't deny it. Since this past weekend, I am in a much better mood. Well besides the fact of being sick. Being sick is not taking away from my happy feelings. I cannot hide the fact that I am happy. I am always smiling. Being happy is getting me through this week so far. I am always looking forward to calling him and I get excited when I see that it is him who is callin me. The heart races and dances. He makes me think so much. He challanges me in many aspects. Especially in spiritual matters. He just influences my life so much. The little things about him does wonders to me. I can't really explain it. If you were around when he called or when we were just finishing up talking, I am sure you would understand. A lot of people are kind of wary of a long distance relationship. But I think it will work in our favor. Yeah it is hard not to see him that much and often. But it makes the relationship be built and developed on many different levels. Its a part of building the foundation ontop of the friendship that could with stand almost anything. Our friendship has been able to with stand some troubling periods already. Only time will tell what everything would lead to. I know it will be something amazing and will be beyond my wildest dreams. :)

i have to stop now. I got to get this french paper done. will write more later :)